frannynyou's Xanga

Monday, November 09, 2009

Mon, 09 Nov 2009 21:45:00 GMT

opposites attract, no wonder i'm so attracted to you.

Wednesday, November 04, 2009

Wed, 04 Nov 2009 18:44:18 GMT

love is greed. i can never have enough of you. from you i always want more.

Monday, November 02, 2009

Mon, 02 Nov 2009 22:33:18 GMT

i can find plenty of reasons to give up. but my love is never rational.

Friday, October 30, 2009

Fri, 30 Oct 2009 15:28:36 GMT

i guess the reason i want you is because i shouldn't have you.

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Thu, 29 Oct 2009 22:20:56 GMT

it will take time and it will be painful, but i will try and get my mind back on the right track. because it's either pain now, or more pain later.

Friday, October 23, 2009

Fri, 23 Oct 2009 18:04:39 GMT

maybe i shouldn't get too dependent on you for a word from you lifts me up to the top of a roller coaster whilst a day without you plunges me down to the very bottom.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Wed, 21 Oct 2009 21:36:21 GMT

Just a normal conversation on msn was enough to lift me up to the sky. One more word and my heart will literally fly to you.

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Sat, 17 Oct 2009 20:49:39 GMT

Matriculation
Univ is officially my new second home :)

Friday, September 25, 2009

Fri, 25 Sep 2009 10:44:42 GMT

It could be as long as months ago, weeks ago or even as short as days ago. Too captivated that I have lost myself in the scale of time. But I guess time is not a matter of concern. Without knowing when it all happened, so I stepped into the entrance of a very unusual path without realising it. I was too carried away by the charm and charisma. It is not until this very moment that I finally have to admit to myself that this path has indeed no return. Despite pronouncing so convincingly that time matters not, this time time itself has become an instrument of obstacle. A sight of the calendar upsets me to an unbearable extent. Loving a person has never been a particularly easy experience for me, for as far as it is concerned, it has always been an abnormal one. Sometimes I cannot express enough my envy of couples whose relationship is simple and straightforward. They see each other whenever they want to; they talk to each other whenever they want to; they speak the same language, brought up under a similar environment, sharing the same culture and traditions.... It seems that I just won't settle for something simpler and have to ask for something atypical which potentially will bring me a lot of pain and troubles. But this is destiny. I don't want to be rational at all about it. It could be very silly to carry on walking along this path which may lead me to endless sorrow but as long as my heart still persists, I will still do. A smile, a greeting, a dedicated song alone is enough to keep me exceedingly happy for as long as it takes for our eyes to meet again.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Tue, 15 Sep 2009 04:44:53 GMT

you should just break my heart in one go so that i'll stop fantasizing.